I'm almost there ...

Erm.. its almost new year.. But I'm still not in the new year mood ..

Haiz~~ I really don know why .. 

i always tell myself.. 

"Its a new year and a new ME!! I'm gonna make a change !!"

but it seems like it does work anymore..

After all of that i've been thru ..

I JUZ CANT CHANGE !!  

I realize, the only person change me a lot is the "special" person..

But too bad that we cant meet up anymore, i missed this person so much ..

i cant take it anymore ... 

A day without it, its like a year without rain .. SERIOUSLY !!! 

i luv u .. hope to see u soon ..

Its really gone ... :(

After a fun filled day .. 

we've said goodbye n she is gone ..

I hate goodbyes .. i make me feel different .. 

now i'm living a life without one of the most important thing .. 

its   EATING me inside ... i cant stand it anymore .... 

i will never 4get the joy n fun we have gone through this 2yrs.... 

I MISS YOU A LOT .. hope i can be right by ur side now ... :'( 

BAD NEWS !!!

I have decided and make up my mind...
I'm not goin to Genting to work anymore .. :'(
PLKN 1st badge would be better..
Haiz ... i'm sooooo sad !!! 
Time goes on and its time for me to meet new frenz ..
Don let ur " Good Friend " change u ..
YOU MAKE THAT CHANGE ~
If u really have faith to be together with that person, u WILL in the future ...
Sry i had to let go ... Hope u will wait for me !! Love ya !!! :' )  </3

Freedom !!

Haha .. its finally the end of my schooling years .. 
ITS THE END OF SPM!!!!  
There is advantages n disadvantages ~


Advantages : 
- no need to go skul lo !!! 
- no need to study like hell for exam !! 
- free like bird!!
- no tt lo !!


Disadvantages :
- misses frenz .. especially classmates .. 
- BORING !! @.@ 
- its hard to meet up wif frenz liao ... 
- misses the schooling activities ..
- cant meet my "lover" liao.. T.T 


haiz looks like the disadvantages is more that the advantages .. the people who is still schooling is hoping for this day to come but the people tat has reach this step will wanna go back to schooling life .. SWT !! =.="
THAT IS HUMAN !!! 


SERIOUSLY I MISS MY FRIENDS !!!!!! 
  

Oh My Gosh !!

Love is undescribable... 

Is hard for us to control our love towards a person .. 

I juz don know how to juz let her flow with my waves ..  

Looks like I'm kind of shy to let her know about my feelings toward her ..

Hope she will fall for me some day ~~ 

I will definitely put her at the 1st place even it takes everything I had.. 

  ~~d[^.^]b~~  

   

A " Ticket " to life success !!

Its been so long I never update my blog ~~
Cuz I'm preparing for the great war among students, so call the worst nightmare in the life of high school ..

ITS SPM !!!!

its getting on my nerves !! haiz ...

actually i didn't really study hard ..

I juz hope i can score in a better result, be a successful man and make my parents proud ..

its so hard to me !! I'm so stressed out !! DAMN !!

goin to an end ...

is goin to be an end of my skuling days ...
now i can feel the feeling of duwan to leave the skul ..
gonna lost lots of old frenz after goin out of skul..
hope i can organize a gathering event after leaving Darul frenz ~~

party~~

2day hav a lot of fun in shing wei's house ... 

play steam boat n BBQ again >> 

haha...

10% of classmate attend ..

dunno wat to say liao .. 

hav a lot fun jiu dui liao la ...

hehe^^

Visit to St.John training camp ...

it was vry fun ..
being in skul at night is the best thing ever ~~ 
those feelings are different...
gosh ...
campfire n BBQ was awesome !! 
Adam came too .. haha.. we joke like hell ..
after 3 hours at there me n Adam when back .. left Xue Qi still there..
Cuz i can feel tat some of the seniors n the teacher beh syok us liao ..
but not the AJK's i think.. Cuz Kim Poo said its ok wat~ but teacher disagree ...
 paiseh lo ... haiz~~  
by the way .. ITS VERY FUN !! 

My Choir Group !!

2day my choir group have already did a vry good n wonderful job.. 

i'm vry proud of being their trainer vry happy to be wif them too..

after all the hardship...

we SMKDR team have got 4th place.. 

haiz~juz 2 marks away from the 3rd place ..

BUT ..

by the way, u guys r one of the best ..

After tabout one n a half months of training wit u all ..

i'm sure tat u hav learn a lot from me n i oso learn a lot from u guys ..

i spend most of my time wit them n now is time 4 us to say goodbye to the times we gather for training , fun n jokes ..

i will surely miss those days ..

not only the days all the members too .. i will miss u all vry much ..

without u all this choir group is juz nothing..

u all r one of my closest frenz of all .. 

hope next year u all will be more successful.. hopefully we can meet again next year or in the future ..

我们明年有缘在见... 

FRENDZ>>

Why cant we juz be frenz .. 
Why cant we juz be best frenz tat can communicate nicely ..
Why cant u juz reply my msg..
Why u reply him but never reply me..
Why u keep on thought tat I LIKE / LOVE YOU >> truth is I DON'T !!
Why is so hard for u to juz talk to me ... 
Why what he said u agree but not mine ..
Why cant u juz giv me some support ..


pls la .. i juz wanna be frenz with u ok .. 
this is my last year d .. 
juz wanna make more frenz in skul so i can keep more good memories n histories..

this msg is to : ***** S*** ****

SPM Trials is coming soon..

OMG !! I juz cant stop thinking about it ..
i'm so nervous n scared about getting a bad result ..
i don't wan my future to be full with darkness .. 
i want it to be full of COLOURS !!
i always wanna be a doctor last time but now ..
i felt it is kind of hard to archive it .. 
i decided to change my aim to be an engineer in mechatronics.. 
now Metrics is my BIGGEST AIM now !!
pray to god 4 me to be picked 4 it ..
HAIZ ..
LIFE IS ALWAYS UNFAIR !!
duwan to think so much liao .. 
2mr go out wit fren .. enjoy 1st .. 
cuz it maybe my last time goin out with my DARUL FRENZ ... 

Life is unfair ..

TELL ME WHY YOU WANNA HURT ME SO HARD !!! 

My skul Sports week n that day !!

haha... i won only 2 medal nia .. =.=
silver for long jump & oso for 100m run..
the main thing is PENGAWAS WON THE PEBARISAN COMPETITION!!
it was a new record n we successfully made a new history cuz in the history of my skul's
Sports Day pebarisan competition pengawas never win b4 !! this is the 1st time ..
i can see the joy of all pengawas especially Mr. Ong !!
finally we, the 2011 pengawas AJK EXCO  had made Mr. Ong proud of us ...
he juz gave me a high five after taking the price from the stage..
most of all we all pengawas should thank our dear CHONG PHUI KUAN ...
our commander of the crew .. 
i'm so happy n proud of this event tat happen..
this can be said tat the most unforgettable moment of my life ...

orchestra cina concert day ~~

WAU !! It was like i had quite lots of fun watching the whole thing till its the end..
the best part is the last part when all the players wear on mask..
they look like it was the era of the marionette king & queen..
although i do not know how to enjoy the thing but at last i found it interesting..
looks like i'm more into the western kind of music instrument .. lolz..
On the 10min break-time, a kind of big sized guy tries to start a fight cuz of toilet n going into the hall..
tat is juz SWT99 !! i meant like .. seriously "R U OUT OF UR MIND !!" 
haiz ~~ the society is being more crazy now a days !!
lets stop talking about tat .. hehe^^
after tat, me n frenz walk all the way to the Lake Garden hawker center for 
SOME FOOD !! 
n tats all i think ~~
that is the end of my day spend with Kelvin Tan, Denice Ee & lots more frenz ..(lazy to list out all ad)     

a great day~~

In the morning, i when to Bukit DO with my frenz for a jog...
After that, we went to the mamak stall that we often go "RK" hav our breakfast
good news is i saw my teacher ~Cikgu Siti a new teacher, we were like frenz man ..
we talk and joke around.. but at last she BELANJA us ..
wakakakaka~~
then i head bac to home take a bath n wait 4 my cousin to come ..
he is from melaka~~
he oni comes to taiping once in a blue moon..
we hav so much fun~~
he arrive in about 11 am..
we played for a wile then we head to his frenz house to pick her up ..
we went for lunch at the hawker center near the taxi stand..
den  we head to da museum den lake garden !!
after tat we went TS for pool n movie ~~
IT WAS THE BEST DAY AMONG THE WHOLE JUN HOLIDAYS !! 

What do you want from ME !!!!

I'm damn fired up now!!
i juz cant believe it .. the truth is so bad !!


AKU PALING PANTANG ORANG TIRU CARA AKU ~~
DIA PULA DAPAT GLAMOR !!! 
CAM HARAM !!! DAH LA MUKA CAM "BABI"
YI AKU LA.. RASA CAM NAK TIBAI DIA~~
AKU PANAS BETUL LAR ~~
ANAK HARAH ENTAH DAPAT DARI TONG SAMPAH TANG MANA !!
CILAKA BETUL LA~~
ENTAH SETAN MANA LA..


TU LA AKU DAH KATA JANGAN MAI KACAU HIDUP AKU~~
KALAU AKU MAKI LAGI, KU RASA SAMPAI 
NENEK MOYANG ENGKAU PUN KENA TAHU TAK BABI!!!


sry la, need to use some BM ~~

Juz wanna say I LOVE U ...

I juz don understand myself..
The feeling of LOVE in me fades away in times
But sometimes it juz came attacking my soul ..
I juz don understand ... 
i loved a person but its hard for me to show it to her cuz 
i'm afraid that i may break her heart 
or even 
she cant take it n we cant be friends anymore ..
Hmmmm...some GIRLS are like tat !? 
i juz hope i can form a perfect formula that can solve 
THIS EQUATION !! 
HAIZ ~ ~  

A meaningful post..

I juz read a post from my fren...
It makes my tears drop...
I seriously never though about,
she passes through so much hardship in her life ... 
it feels like..
everyone has hard times,
BUT...
her hard times were different .. 
this is the 1st time i share a tear on someone's post ..
OMG.. i'm speechless .. 
nothing can be compare to it ...
PEACE ..

The Penceramah!!

This is the last year... I'll be leaving the school soon ...

Its been so long ... I never seen a Penceramah so GOOD !!! 

He is FLAWLESS !!! 

There are some pics !!!

LOVE , LoVe , love !!!

LOVE is a word that contains lots meaning !! 


In this world, no teenager that can fulfill what is LOVE !!


 NO ONE CAN DO IT !!!


u cant say that u love a person juz like that, 


u must be able to hold full responsible and care to it ..


MARK MY WORDS!!