I'm almost there ...

Erm.. its almost new year.. But I'm still not in the new year mood ..

Haiz~~ I really don know why .. 

i always tell myself.. 

"Its a new year and a new ME!! I'm gonna make a change !!"

but it seems like it does work anymore..

After all of that i've been thru ..

I JUZ CANT CHANGE !!  

I realize, the only person change me a lot is the "special" person..

But too bad that we cant meet up anymore, i missed this person so much ..

i cant take it anymore ... 

A day without it, its like a year without rain .. SERIOUSLY !!! 

i luv u .. hope to see u soon ..