I juz cant wait !!

I juz cant wait for 2mr...
its gonna be the best day after this 7days without u..
I miss u so much...
Happy anniversary... !!!
One month liao.. yeahee
I love u so much !! luv u 4ever !!!

some nights..

2day.. it's juz a normal day..
but..
almost every night without u.. my tears flows..
i'm having a very drastic pain.. 
but.. i juz don want u to worry about me.. 
that is why sometimes i lied to u.. 
i'm sorry.. cuz i really cant take it anymore....
i juz don wan u to worry about me...
I'm okey...
I'm a MAN !! 

i'm useless !!

2day.. really .. almost everything reminds me about u.. 
I had a hard day today..
den..
juz a simple video.. triggers me..
i'm juz a useless guy.. i'm very useless!! 
I cant give to u everything u want.. 
even it's juz a simple one.. 
i know u think tat i'm the best but...
for me i felt that I'm not even 1% of wat u thought about me..
I feel guilty & sorry.. Cuz u treated me so good and so nice...
I'm a failure!! 
I'm NOTHING !!  d[T_T]b

its one of my favourite gift...

2day quite a good day..
But the sad thing is that u're still not wif me.. haiz.. 
MISS YOU.. huhuhuhu :'(
u rang me at the evening n tell me that u were at the seaside,
n u like it so much there.. The moment u say that.. 
I really hope i was there with u looking at the sea listening to the sounds of the waves, picking sea shells n building sand castles 2gether.. haiz... it's still a dream that never come true..
I hope this dream will come true some days..
on the call u told me that u made me a gift..
i was so excited to know wat was it.. 
let me tell u~~ 
That is one of the most special n beautiful gift u gave me...
I will never 4get this gift till the rest of my life.. Thx a lot !!
LOVE U SO MUCH MY BABE EN !!

ML <3 YE

I Miss U

Be alright?!

so many days without you !!
I cant take it anymore... 
tears juz wont stop flowing down...
I really need you by my side now dear..
I miss you so much !!!!!! 
hope to be with you now... can't sleep thw whole time... haiz.. 
:'(

another normal day

Woke up in da morning n went to work...
she called me, to wake me up, so sorry i'm still sleeping never answer her call..
She must be worried about me being late to work..
She care about me so much.. I'm so touched... :')
I was late for work.. damn.. juz 1 min. late... haiz... A bad record...
>.<
After that a cup of Starbucks Frappuccino made my day..
but.. juz not satisfied cuz drinking without u its like nothing... it's tasteless...
She called me at my break, we talked for a while than i'm back to work..
After finished working, we talk on da phone again..
den i went out to hav supper with a bunch of crazy ppl.. haha..
we joked like hell..
den when i'm back home.. we get back on the phone again.. she is tired tat time..
juz don feel like disturbing her.. cuz she had to get more rest...
then the call goes on all night..
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH MY BABE !!! <3  

what the hell !!

What the hell is goin on now !! 

getting lazier day by day...

life is getting more BORING in Kampar..

no entertainment at all !!!
ARRR SHIT..

General Math exam is coming next week..

I'm ready ?? 

literally NO !!  Damn it.. 

internet coverage SUCKS so badly here.. 

The house is hot like HELL !!!! its like I'm in an oven when i'm at home~

Decision to make..

Making a decision is not easy.. 
before making a decision we have to make sure that we can take responsibility..
cuz after making the wrong decision it may lead to lots and lots of unwanted PROBLEMS!!

So...


DO NOT juz simply make a decision before thinking twice.. ^^  

See ya !!

2day I'm goin to PLKN  ..

tis will be the final update till the end of Mac ..

i'll be back botak-ly .. swt.. =.=

haiz .. 

so.. GOODBYE & TAKE CARE.. 

especially to _____ .. really gonna miss u sooo much .. 

haha ... gonna miss u all too ... 

by the way .. remember to check out my new videos under the video section ... 

juz scroll down n see .. 

help me out share it to ur frenz and gimme a like of my FB post or on Youtube u can gimme a thumbs up or add it to ur favorites .. thx a lot ... See ya soon .. Bye ..   

Sad day ..

Today I was shocked to receive a call from a fren that said he had something to pass it to me .. 

I was wonderimg what was that ...  

finally it was a short note or can be said as a letter from a long lost fren.. 

It was the SADDEST letter i hav EVER read .. 

why is it so hard to get you in the mood ... 

haiz ~~ 

i'm sooo sorry ... 

everyone deserves a 2nd chance rite ?  

hope it is 4 me .... 

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